My Childhood Memories.

1. My Dog Negs

My Dog Negs Matters to me because i grew up with him since i was a baby, he was my best friend. He watched me grow up from diapers to a a young teenager, He was always there for me and my family. But sadly he died last year on January 1st 2018 he is deeply missed and i will never forget the memories he has put in my life.

2. Wizards Of Waverley Place

 

The Show Wizards of Waverley Place Matters to me because whenever i was in elementary/middle school i would always watch disney channel late at night before i went to bed, and this was the show i would always put on. My younger brother would even watch it with me and we would pretend that we were wizards. 

3. Poptropica

Poptropica matters to me because this was the game back in elementary/middle school, if you didn't play this game you were missing out. Every single day me and my younger brother would literally fight over the computer because both of us wanted to play it. It's crazy that it's still up and running today because those were the days.

4. Monster High

Monster High matters to me because i collected ALL the dolls whenever i was in elementary school! These were so big whenever i was younger, me and my friends would bring our dolls to school and play with them on the playground. Sometimes whenever i saw that my friend had a doll that i really wanted and my parents couldn't offered it i would literally steal it from them and they never found out lol. To this day i still have my monster high dolls in a bin in my garage because my mom wants me to pass them down whenever i have kids.

5. Justin Bieber 

Justin Bieber matters to me because he was my celebrity crush whenever i was 8-10 years old, I owned about almost everything of him. I had the same poster as the picture i provided ^^ on the back of my door, I went to his movie he released. I had every album of his on my i-pod, and i also had shirts of him! But then in 2014 he got arrested. Therefore he lost a really good fan, i lost all feelings and became a hater. But he was a big part of my childhood and i can never forget the days when i would sing his songs loud jumping on my bed pretending he was my boyfriend.

Mediator Personality

• What i agree with my Mediator personality is that i'm always looking for the hint of good in even the worst people and events, searching for ways to make things better. What really stuck out to me on my Mediator personality is that i take things way to personal no matter what it is. Also i agree on that i'm extremely private it takes awhile to get to know me and i'm not much of a open person.
• What i Disagree with my Mediator personality is that it says that i'm "passionate and energetic" that my shyness keeps me from the podium, this is not true because i feel like no matter what i have to do i will do it no matter if i'm shy or not, the only time i'm shy is when it comes to new people.
• My Mediator Personality fits me pretty spot on i don't see another one that does as much as this one.
• How often i think personalities change is A LOT because you are surrounded by different kinds of people, and soon you lose friendships and relationships and that can totally change your personality as an individual.
• I would recommend this test to my friends because it shows you relatable and accurate results if you answer them Truly and Honestly. 

My Lover Who Stalks

It was the beginning of senior year i was the new girl in town i knew no one. It was just me and my mom, my dad left us when i was 14, i'm 18 now and live with my mom in house on Maple street. I begin my first week of school and People didn't know my name so they called me "The hot new girl". Like any other high school i was talked about for weeks, i spoke to no one, i was by myself most days or in the bathroom texting my mom telling her to come pick me up early, of course she said no and told me to "suck it up and take the bus" so i took the bus everyday before and after school. I was the only senior who didn't drive and it really sucked. I tried making new friends but people couldn't even look at me with direct eye contact so i stopped trying. I sat by myself on the bus while others had their own clicks, but then again i was the only upper class men on the bus besides this boy who was also new to the school and the town. He got off at the same bus stop as me and would sit across from me where i could see him, In my mind i always thought and said to myself " i have never seen such a beautiful human being in my life " he always had this notebook and was always writing in it as if he was drawing me or drawing something. He always looked at me and smirked. I decided to grow some balls and walk up to him to make a new friend. And this is where my life all went to hell.

"Hey!" i told him. He looks at me in a shock as if he didn't know how to speak english. "Hello" he said. " My name is Alli-" and as soon as i was trying to say my name he cut me off " - I Know who you are" In my mind i'm thinking how the fuck does he know me iv'e never seen you in my life?!? Without hesitation i didn't question him because i thought he was really fine, like G-Eazy bad boy type of fine. So i smiled "What are you working on?" i asked. "It's a drawing of a girl i find that deserves to be recognized" he shows me and OH MY GOD! IT LOOKS LIKE ME.. at this point i'm shitting bricks because i was a little concerned because he drew me.. in full detail, it looked like he's been working on it for awhile. " Do you want it? " he asked, and i just sat there with my mouth open admiring it, "YES!" without any hesitation i replied. We are getting off the bus together he decides to walk me half way to where i live, he's smoking a joint and i can smell this heavy dank shit, he offers me some and i told him "no thanks" i kept staring at him smoke that joint as if it was just a natural look for him. This made him extremely hotter i couldn't stop thinking about the things i would do to him and with him if he was MINE! i was like in heaven, a boy who looks great with a joint and who admires beauty. " I didn't quite get your name back there on the bus, what's your name" i asked. "Gerald Hastings" he replied. He was looking at me observing me up and down as if he was trying to get a image out of me. He asked me straight up  "i think there can be a history here what do you think?" with his stupidly cute smirk.

Choice 1: 

Decide to make this "History" work out.

Choice 2 :

Play hard to get. 

If you chose choice 1 read below: 

I decided to grab the joint in between his fingers and take a hit, as i take the hit i blow the smoke in his face with a smile and say " i think there can be history made here " and i walked off. i turn back and he smiles and walks the other way. I'm arriving home and my mom told me "A boy left a package on our door step this morning and it has your name on it i left it in your room on your bed" In my mind i was thinking it was a mistake so i walk up to my room as i see the box on my bed, i read who it's from and it says " To Allison From Gerald" i open it as fast as i could and it was a bracelet with a note that said"I'm glad you said yes, now where this to prove to me you really want this to work out or els ;)" in my mind i think Gerald is kidding and it was a prank.. because how would he know where i lived ? and what my name was? So i put it back in the box and put it under my bed. 

The next morning i see Gerald and it looked like he's been up all night working on a late night assignment or maybe continuing his drawing. He walks up to me and grabs my hand "Where is the bracelet?" he said "What bracelet?" i replied "Don't act stupid i left it on your front porch Allison where is it!" his veins were popping out his forehead as he was squeezing my wrist tighter and tighter as i wasn't answering. As my wrist is getting squeezed "Ouch! Gerald stop it's at my house under my bed in the box calm the fuck down!" i pulled away my hand and grab my wrist trying to massage it so it could feel better, i look up so i can explain to Gerald but he was gone...

I Arrive home from the bus and Gerald wasn't on it and my moms at work so i'm by myself. I go into my room and my door is open with a shadow of a man waiting for me to enter. I have 911 on speed dial so if anything happens i press call and they are sent to my house. I enter and i jump back "Gerald how to fuck did you get in here! u nearly scared me half to death!!" he's on my bed looking at the bracelet. "Did you not like it? I TOLD U TO WHERE IT YOU THINK THIS WAS A JOKE!" i'm standing in shock no knowing what to do or say.. " I-I-I Thought that was a joke.." i'm stuttering up a storm scared to shit. My mom came home he holds me close with his hand over my mouth telling me to "shhh" a tear comes down my face, i have no control on to move or not. "Honey are you okay?" my mom asks from through living room.. Gerald looks at me is if i'm going to call him out "Yes mom i'm fine just doing homework" Gerald closes my door, he has this crazy look in his eye as if he is going to strangle me. He tell's me in my ear "I've been wanting to do this for along time, i've been watching you forever, iv'e seen u on instagram and facebook and you acted like i was a no one" i push him away defending myself trying to get to the door to get my mom. "Why are you doing this to me?! what do you really want?" in fear as i'm going towards the door "I want YOU all to myself and if you can't follow any of my rules i'm going to have to punish you" as he grabs me i fall to the ground trying to make as much noise as possible to get my mom, i see this bat under my bed and i start to grab it he's pulling me towards him as if he was trying to get in my pants i play along and then i have the bat as he's kissing my neck and WACK! "AHHH GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME YOU FUCKING CREAP!!" my mom comes barging in! "ALIISON!" she cries out. and from there Gerald was rushed to the hospital because of how hard i hit him in the head. Then put behind bars. and to this day he has an obsession with me and is trying to get to me anyway possible.

If you chose choice 2 read below:

I decided to grab the joint in between his fingers and take a hit, as i hit the joint i blow the smoke in his face and smile. "You're gonna have to try a little harder next time.. i just met you and u act like u know everything about me" as i put the joint back in his fingers "See you around stalker" as i walk away.

The next day i see Gerald he looked so hot, he was walking up to my locker and closes it as he wanted all the attention to be forced on him. He pulls me close and says " i don't know if i made this clear or not but i seriously think there can be history here between us, now stop playing hard to get and what do you say?" i look at him and in my mind i'm thinking he's crazy, i'm getting extremely uncomfortable so i tell him "I barely know you and you barely know me so i suggest you let go of me before i make a scene" he lets go of me and shoulders me.. at this point i'm scared to ride the bus, everywhere i go he follows me. he's starting to leave notes for me in my locker telling me "how this history can make us become closer and how i won't regret it" i'm getting unknown phone calls from a private number with breathing on the other line and no talking. It's starting to get out of control.

I Arrive home from the bus and Gerald is following me home i start to walk faster and he keeps catching up to me. I turn around because i purposely see him FOLLOWING ME! "What do you want Gerald!?" he grabs my wrist and slams me against a tree " i do not want u to act like i'm not around you! why can'y you pay any attention to me like u did on the bus that one day when i was drawing YOU!!" " GEARLD I'M NO INTERESTED IN A FREAK WHO WANTS TO STALK ME LEAVE ME ALONE!" as i push him off of me..

As i arrived home i took a fat nap, i woke up at about 10:00 pm my mom was asleep, my window was open and i was confused because i know i closed it when i took a nap, i turn around and Gerald was behind me. I almost screamed but he put his hand over my mouth so i couldn't scream he threatened me that if i screamed or called for help he would kill me.. he asked me again "Let's make history together give me a chance?" i'm sitting on my bed about to cry, i try to grab my phone and he grabs my hand telling me "not so fast you have to hear me out" .. "No you have to hear me out i don't want anything to deal with you!!" i grab the closest thing near me and it was a candle i slam it on top of his head and i scream "MOM! CALL 911 HURRY HURRY" Gerald grabs my leg and i trip on the floor hitting my head i see Gerald grabbing his knife nearly stabbing me.. "AHHH MOM HELP! ME PLEASE!" I'm crying he stabbed me once telling me "If i can't have u know one will!" my mom grabbed a bat from her closet and WACK! she knocked him out! we called 911 and i had to be rushed to the hospital, i was okay i just needed to get stitched up.

Gearld was put behind bars but i could still feel him near me, he was nearly obsessed with me and tried getting in contact with me to this day. 

Genesis's Dance Scholarship

 For people who have experienced dance throughout their high school years a Scholarship is being granted to you, 3 candidates have the opportunity to be granted $10,000 each within the scholarship. This money will be spent on clothing, shoes, and other accessories in dance.  If you have accomplished 4-3 years of dance within high school or professionally out of school (WITH PROOF)  you are eligible to run for this scholarship. If you have accomplished 1-2 years of dance within high school or professionally out of school (WITH PROOF) your standards on getting this scholarship is low. But you have the SAME REQUIREMENTS in order to apply for this scholarship.

 Scholarship Requirements: 

1- GPA of a 3.5 or higher

2- Student's Resume

3- 1-2 Recommendation letters (NO TEACHERS) we want to see coaches, athletic directors etc.

4- Not getting expelled or suspended within a year

5- Doing 2 community services for 1/2 hours (with document proof) 

6- Copy of your residency/Financial Aid

DEADLINE: MAY 25, 2019 AFTER THIS DATE WE WILL NOT BE ACCEPTING ANYMORE APPLICATIONS.

 For candidates who are applying for the dance application should act responsible and professional. You are going to be representing a college show us what you got. All Requirements will be done in order to submit for the scholarship. Remember the more you do the more chances you have on winning this scholarship! 

Gens Bangin Mixtape

Listen to get to know me

These songs are played very loudly in my car, my beats, and my stereo.

1- The weeknd - lost in the fire

This is my #1 song i play in the car with my mom and we get down to it.😎

2- Prelow - Mistakes like this

This song has a very peaceful background tune! It makes me think of the beach & palm trees.

3- Phoenix- if i ever feel better

This song is on my TOP indies playlist on Pandora, It has such a chill vibe to it.

4- The Neighbourhood - Compass

I sing this loudly to my boyfriend in the car blowing his speakers out! 💛

5- Ariana Grande - Thank u, next

Thank u next, is relatable to my ex’s who made me who i am today THANKS!

 These songs are my coping songs, when i‘m depressed i play these to get the sadness out.

1- Halsey - Without Me

This song has always meant something to me! and i blast it on my stereo as i cope with issues. 

2- Ariana Grande- Breathin

This song gives me the motivation to keep going.

3- Halsey- Starangers ft Lauren Jauregui

This song is played when i want to be petty.

4- Keith Urban - Blue ain‘t your color

My parents dedicated this song to me when i was recovering from a very brutal breakup my freshman year. it really helped and makes me tear up at some points.

5-Blake Shelton - Came here to forget

This song has my heart, my dad plays it in the car and every time it comes on i think of him because he sings it so loud and thinks he sounds exactly like Blake Shelton. 

Nia Franklin Miss America inspiration!

 Nia Franklin

  In Honor of Black History month Nia Franklin has inspired me Socially because she is really beautiful and is a very good influencer to others, and won Miss America.

 Nia Franklin is know for her opera singing and her being crowned Miss New York in June 2018. Then later Crowned Miss America 2019 on September 9th 2018! 

What Nia Franklin has Contributed to black history month is that she is very inspirational to others by winning such a big title. because she is black which that didn't stop her or anyone for excepting her own flaws and this big accomplishment

Nia Franklin is 25 years and is from Winston-Salem, NC

Nia Franklin inspires me because what got her into going in pageants is that her dad was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma and she became his stem cell donor. This led her to the Miss america organization, which let her win money to help out her dad but she enjoyed pageants because of the sisterhood that was built. This shows me that she cared about her parents and building friendships Which inspired me because i love my parents and making new friendships.

TIPS: I overeat and then have regret.

 Dear i overeat and then have regret,
  I feel like most teenagers can relate to this situation, including myself. When the holidays come by like Thanksgiving and Christmas there is so much food that i can't help but eat and eat! then regret everything iv'e eaten, which i'm pretty sure everyone feels like that on the holidays. But on a regular day basis if you are feeling like you over eat then have regret i can suggest a few tips u can try and avoid the regret!

#1. Commit to a routine.  
 I understand routines can get a little tricky when you are not used to it at first, but having a routine of what's on your plate can really help. Maybe you can add some veggies on to your tray! maybe even fruits! but remember try and have a portion of the fruit and veggies because u don't want to overeat on just fruit and veggies because you need some type of protein and other food in your system. Maybe stick to a routine where u only have a portion (a little) on your plate.

                                                                                       

#2. Set your resolve.
 Write down in a journal or just a paper on how you feel when u feel like you screwed up and have that feeling of regret! because noting is better than healthy feelings, and trust me once u write down how you felt and what you are feeling crumble it and tear it and throw it in the trash because you will feel 10x better and try and start your routine again. :)

  

#3. Get out and about!

 Go outside for a walk after you are done eating! maybe take your dogs (if u have dogs) for a walk so you don't feel completely lonely or invite a friend to just walk with you around the park or around the block. This will help your body control what is going into your body and will settle it with just a little exercise. Plus you will not feel like a piece of garbage if you go out walking rather than just sitting at home thinking negative things about how much you ate.

                                                    

#4. Don't compare yourself to others.

 This one is a very important one because with teens now a days we think we need to eat less in order to become skinny, but that is a big NO and we have to avoid that because it can become really dangerous and can become a very unhealthy way of living. What i'm trying to tell you is that no matter what you eat don't put yourself down for it. Try and use the first 3 steps i gave you. Because no matter what you look like and how much you weigh those steps can really help. Plus i've used these exact steps and it's a really great way of coping with negative thoughts of what you have ate. 

                           

                                                       

I hope this helps! xx

Sincerely, Genesis